Pathetic

I honestly find it pathetic that I haven't had my first kiss yet, not even a peck. I don't really talk to any guys on a regular basis so I see why it hasn't happened yet but still: pathetic. I want to get my first kiss before Senior year starts but I can't even imagine who it would be with. My life is honestly pathetic, am I that bad to were nobody will talk to me and possible be my first kiss? So sad. I think I'm going to start talking to a couple of guys and just see how talking with them goes. And if all else fails..I guess I'll ask my friends for help. Mind that I am not the type to talk about my feelings with other people or showing feelings thus is why I am on here writing what I think/feel. Man I am so pathetic.

Introduction

Hey, So I'm just a regular kid just trying to be normal. I am 16 years old (almost 17) and I'm a girl. I listen to music, I like Justin Bieber (don't hate on the kid he has talent and he no longer sounds like a little kid) but I also like rap (Eminem = greatest rapper of all time.. ALL TIME!), I'm a Junior in High School, I play sports, I have a few close friends, I get good grades, I have a facebook, I get in trouble (however not very often), I love driving around aimlessly at night with my friends with the stereo up high, I love the beach, and I'm shy. See I'm normal right..?

Well here are some not-so-normal things about me: I have never had a boyfriend, I have never had my first kiss (pathetic I know), .........
                                        ok wait, I'm not sure I want to spill my guts out online for everyone and anyone too see. So Imma just leave it at that for now.